Anything for You (The Blue Heron Series Book 5) by Kristan Higgins - Audio CD
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Before you get down on bended knee you should be pretty darn sure the answer will be yes. For ten years, Connor O'Rourke has been waiting for Jessica Dunn to take their on-again, off-again relationship public, and he thinks the time has come. His restaurant is thriving, she's got her dream job at Blue Heron Vineyard—it's the perfect time to get married.

When he pops the question, however, her answer is a fond but firm no. If it ain't broke, why fix it? Jess has her hands full with her younger brother, who's now living with her full-time, and a great career after years of waitressing. What she and Connor have is perfect: friends with an excellent benefits package. Besides, with her difficult past (and reputation), she's positive married life isn't for her.

But this time, Connor says it's all or nothing. If she doesn't want to marry him, he'll find someone who does. Easier said than done, given that he's never loved anyone but her. And maybe Jessica isn't quite as sure as she thinks…

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"A heroine who believes she can only count on herself, a persistent, protective hero who won't give up, and a wonderful cavalcade of Blue Heron folk lead to an irresistible, often touching story that is tender, sexy, and hilarious as only Higgins can write it. A story to savor."- Library Journal, starred review

"Masterful storytelling and penetrating study of human nature combined with a dollop of humor make for breathtaking, heart-wrenching, compelling romance." --Kirkus, starred review - The Best Books of 2015

"No other author manages to make us cry quite so achingly and laugh quite so hard." -- National Public Radio

About the Author

Kristan Higgins is a New York Times and USA TODAY bestselling author and two-time winner of the Romance Writers of America RITA Award. Her books have been praised for their "genius level EQ, whippet-fast, funny dialogue and sweet plots with a deliciously tart edge" (USA TODAY). She lives in Connecticut with her heroic firefighter husband and two extremely advanced children, one shy little mutt and an occasionally affectionate cat.


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"Get up, doofus."

Though the words were said with a smile, they definitely weren't what Connor O'Rourke was hoping to hear. He was, after all, on a bent knee, holding up a diamond ring.

"I just asked you to marry me, Jess," he said.

"And it was adorable." She ruffled his hair. That didn't bode well, either. "The answer is no, obviously. What were you thinking? And boy, I'm starving. Did you call for pizza yet?"

Okay. Granted, Jessica Dunn was…different. They'd been dating for the past eight months—or ten years, depending on how you counted it—and getting her to this moment had taken as much strategizing as, oh, D-Day. Still, he hadn't quite anticipated this.

He tried again. "Jessica. Make me the happiest man on earth and say you'll be my wife."

"I heard you the first time, big guy. And I did wonder about all these candles. Nice touch, if a little on the fire-hazard side of things."

"And your answer is?"

"You already know my answer, and you knew it long before you asked anything. Now come on, Connor. Upsy-daisy."

He didn't move. Jess sighed and folded her arms across her chest, giving him a patient look, eyebrow slightly raised.

Her phone buzzed, and she pulled it out of her pocket, because she always checked her phone, no matter what they were doing. "Iron Man is killing all the bad guys in the cave," she said, deadpan.

This was normal—her brother dictating text updates on whatever movie he and Gerard, his occasional babysitter, were watching. It could be funny. At the moment, not so much.

"Can we be serious here?" he asked.

"I'm really hungry, Con."

"If I feed you, will you say yes?"

"No. So up you go. Let's have a nice night, okay? Weren't we gonna watch Game of Thrones?"

Hail Mary, full of grace, she was really turning him down.

He didn't get up. With the hand that was not holding the little black velvet box, he rubbed his hand across his jaw. He'd shaved for this and everything. The diamond winked in the candlelight, taunting him.

"Look, Jess," he said. "I'm tired of feeling like you pay me by the hour. I'm tired of you breaking up with me. Why don't we get married and stay together for the rest of our lives?"

"You ever hear that expression, if it ain't broke, don't fix it?"

"Do you see me here on one knee with an expensive ring in my hand?"

"Yes. You're hard to miss. And it's very pretty. But I get the feeling you think you should love me for the simple reason that we've been sleeping together on and off for so many years—"

"No, it's genuine love."

"And secondly, you know how things are. I can't marry you. I have Davey."

"Well, I have Colleen, and she's a lot more trouble than your brother."

"Funny." Jessica's three feet away face was erasing any emotion. It was a face he'd seen all too often in the past two decades, as if she was saying, very politely, keep three feet away from me or you'll lose an arm.

His knee was getting sore. "I know how things are with your brother, Jess. I don't think you're supposed to martyr yourself because of it."

"Don't go there. I love my brother. He comes first."

"So you basically have a life sentence."

"Yes," she said, as if she was explaining it to a two-year-old. "Davey's life. My life. They're inseparable. You think I should put him in a kennel for you?"

"Did I say the word kennel? No, I didn't. But I think you could tell him you're getting married and he can come live with us." Or in the group home in Bryer, which seemed like a very nice place. Yes, Connor had checked it out.

Her phone buzzed again. Again, she checked it. "Iron Man can fly."

"Jessica. I'm asking you to marry me." His jaw was getting tight.

"I know. And really, thank you. It's very sweet. Are we going to eat?"

"So you're not saying yes, is that it?"

"Yes. I'm not saying yes." She pushed a strand of silky blond hair behind her ear.

Jaw at one hundred percent lockdown. "Then it's a no."

"Sadly, yes, it's a no. Which I'm sure doesn't come as a huge surprise to you."

She was really turning him down.

Somehow, he'd seen this all going a bit differently.

Connor stood up, his knee creaking a little. Closed the little black velvet box and set it carefully on the table. He'd gone into Manhattan to buy that ring—a simple and flawless emerald-cut diamond that suited her, because she was simply, flawlessly beautiful, too. Not a drop of makeup on, her long blond hair in a ponytail, wearing jeans and a faded T-shirt that said Hugo's on it, she was still the most gorgeous woman he'd ever seen.

"Shall I call for pizza?" she asked.

He sat down across from her. In the fridge were two lobsters, scallops, potatoes au gratin, artichoke and aru-gula salad, a bottle of Dom Perignon and pots de crème au chocolat, since his plan was to slide the ring on her finger, make love to her and then cook her the best meal of her life.

He did not want pizza.

He did not want a rejection.

His pulse was throbbing in his temples, a warning sign that he was mad. Brain-Vein, his irritating twin called it. He took a slow breath, looked around the room, trying not to lose his temper. The dining room…maybe that had been a mistake. It wasn't exactly warm and romantic. No pictures on the walls. His whole house looked like a furniture showroom, now that he thought about it.

Certainly, there were no pictures of him and Jessica. He leaned back in his chair and folded his arms across his chest. "How do you see us going forward, Jess?"

She was as cool and still as a stone in Keuka Lake. "What do you mean?"

"You and me, our future, our relationship, not that you can really call sneaking around at the age of thirty-two a relationship."

"I see us doing this. Getting together when we can. Enjoying each other's company." She wasn't the type to be goaded into an argument, that was for sure. Pity. A little yelling and some Olympic make-up sex would be more Connor's style. And that ring on her finger.

He made sure his voice was calm. Jess didn't do anger. "Do you ever think about us living together or marrying or having kids?"

"No. This works for me." She twisted the silver ring she wore on her thumb and gave him a pleasant smile.

"It doesn't work for me. Not anymore, Jess."

A person would need a magnifying glass to see any reaction from Jessica Dunn, but Connor was something of a student of her face. Right now her lips were pressed together the tiniest bit, indicating a disturbance in the Force.

"Well, thanks for letting me know," she said smoothly. "I'm sorry to hear that. You said you understood how things were and how they had to be. Nothing in my life has changed, so I'm not sure why you thought things would be different now."

"Davey can adjust."

"No, he can't, Connor. He has an IQ of fifty-two. And he hates you, or have you forgotten that? He can't even see you in the grocery store without having a meltdown. You remember the head-banging when he saw you with our dog?" Yes, Connor remembered. It had been one of the scariest moments of his life, as a matter of fact. "I don't have room for marriage and kids," Jess continued. "My brother is my responsibility in more ways than you could ever know. I'm surprised you brought marriage up at all. We've had this conversation a million times."

"Actually, we've never had this conversation."

Her cheeks were getting pink. Finally, something more than calm, cool and collected.

Good. It didn't seem fair that he was the only one feeling something here.

"Well, I thought you knew," she said. "I've always been very clear."

Blood thrummed through his temples, too hard, too fast. Another slow breath. "You're using your brother as an excuse. He'll adjust. He's held you hostage for years now."

"Do not go there, Connor."

"What I mean is—"

"What you mean is, put him in a home."

She was really digging in now. "No, I don't," he said. "I bought this house with you in mind. There's an apartment upstairs, in case you forgot. It's for him. I love your brother."

"No, you don't. You've never even had a conversation with him, and he certainly doesn't love you. And let's not rewrite history. You decided to buy a two-family house without even talking to me."

Fair point. But it had seemed like a perfect solution; him and Jess downstairs, Davey upstairs. Instead, his sister had moved in after Jess turned him down.

Jessica sighed, some of the steel leaving her posture. "Connor, look. I think it's sweet that you made this gesture. Maybe it's because your sister's pregnant and you're feeling sentimental, but this just can't work. And I also think you're saying it because you're sure I won't say yes, and you're right. I won't."

"I wouldn't have asked if I didn't want you to say yes, Jessica."

Her phone buzzed again. She looked at the hateful device. "Great. Davey clogged the toilet, and Gerard can't get the valve to shut off. The last time the bathroom flooded, and I had to pay to replace the whole floor."

"Jess, I want you to marry me."

"I have to go. I'll see you Thursday, okay? This was a nice thought, Connor. I appreciate it. I really do." She stood up, kissed him on the head like he was a dog—which he basically was, just some half-brain Labrador retriever you could ignore until you were lonely, and it was always happy to see you and would cheerfully forget the fact that you'd locked it in the cellar for a year or so. She grabbed her denim jacket from the hook by the door.

"Jessica." He didn't look at her, just stared at the candles flickering on the table. "This will be the last time you break up with me."

Well, shit. He hadn't really planned on saying that, but now that the words were out, they sprang up between the two of them like an iron door.

She froze for a second. "What do you mean?"

His head was killing him, every heartbeat stabbing behind his eyes. "I'm talking about all the times you've broken up with me, all the times you said life was too complicated, and you couldn't make any changes. I want a wife and kids and to be able to kiss you in public. If you leave now, make sure you mean it."

"Are you breaking up with me?" She actually sounded indignant.

"I'm proposing!''

"Well, I have no idea why!" she snapped back. "You know this is the best I can do."

"Okay, then." His jaw clamped shut. Her mouth opened a little. "Really."

"Yep."

"Fine," she said. "Do what you want."

"Thanks. I will."

"Good."

"Fine."

She gave him a long look. "Have a nice night, Connor."

And with that, she left, and he picked up the stupid little black velvet box and threw it across the room.

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About the authors

Kristan Higgins

Kristan Higgins

Kristan Higgins is the New York Times, USA TODAY and Publishers Weekly bestselling author of more than twenty novels, wKristan Higgins is the New York Times, USA TODAY, Wall Street Journal and Publishers Weekly bestselling author of more than twenty novels. Her books have been translated into more than 20 languages and have sold millions of copies around the world. Kristan has been praised for her mix of “laugh-out-loud humor and tear-jerking pathos,” which the author attributes to a diet high in desserts and sugar-based mood swings.

Kristan’s books have received dozens of awards and accolades, including starred reviews from People Magazine, Entertainment Weekly, Good Morning America, Kirkus, the New York Journal of Books, Publishers Weekly, Library Journal, National Public Radio and Booklist. She personally responds to every reader letter she receives, even the mean ones.

Kristan is the mother of two ridiculously good-looking children and the grandmother of the world’s cutest baby. She lives in Connecticut and Cape Cod with her heroic firefighter husband, a rescue mutt and indifferent cat. In her spare time, Kristan enjoys gardening, easy yoga classes, mixology and pasta.

To sign up for Kristan's always entertaining newsletter, visit www.kristanhiggins.com.

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Amy

Amy

5

Anything for You

Reviewed in the United States on December 29, 2015

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Ever since we learn of Connor's "mysterious woman" in Waiting On You, I really wanted his story.

Ever since Jessica Dunn was first on page in The Best Man, I knew I wanted her to get an HEA.

I should have put these two together in my mind a lot sooner than I did, but alas, I didn't. So when I first read the blurb for this book I thought two things: "Of course" and "Yay!".

The backstory: Connor O'Rourke has loved Jessica Dunn for years, first from afar and later in a secret boyfriend kind of way. Connor has determined that after ten years, it's time to make their relationship public and official. So he asks Jessica to marry him.

Jessica Dunn has way too much on her plate to even think about marriage. She has her brother to take care of, plus a lot going on at work. So she turns Connor down figuring things will keep going on as they have for ten years now. But this time Connor is not taking it. This time, it's all or nothing. But as these two quickly find out, fate keeps putting them together, but will it ever be enough?

I think Anything for You is right in line with Waiting on You as being my favorite of this series. Truly, this is very apt seeing as how Waiting on You is Colleen's book (Connor's twin). Those O'Rourkes.

Learning about Jessica's past was truly heart-breaking at times, but because we see what she's been through, her character stands out even stronger for getting to where she is today. Living in a house (as opposed to the trailer she grew up in), having a job she loves and excels at and, when she's with Connor, being happy. But her responsibilities also get in her way because she feels like there's only so much she can take for herself and the rest has to be given to other people.

I loved Connor through and through. Even though he doesn't deserve to be brushed off by Jessica, I still like that he sticks around. He understands what she has to deal with on a daily basis. I like that he never gives up on her, even though he might get frustrated at times.

Anything for You really caps off this series nicely. All the previously featured couples / characters are seen in some way, shape, or form and their lives are moving along nicely. When I finished I really felt like this was a send off. I have no idea if Kristan Higgins has any more stories to tell about Blue Heron or the people in Manningsport. If she does, I will gladly welcome more. I will take small updates about these characters any day of the week. But if she doesn't, I feel like all these characters and stories have been rounded out very nicely, and there has been no shortage of laughing and tears as I've read them, and Anything for You is no different.

I think if you've enjoyed other books by Kristan Higgins or other books in this series, you'll definitely enjoy this one.

But don't worry if you've picked this particular book up on a whim, you'll be able to follow along nicely. But hopefully, you'll feel just as drawn to these characters as I have felt over the course of this series and you'll pick up the rest of the books. They are all well worth your while.

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Virginia Nelson

Virginia Nelson

5

Higgins does it again!

Reviewed in the United States on January 8, 2016

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Kristan Higgins never fails to tell a fresh story, as proved by the interesting beginnings to her novels. In the long-awaited tale of Connor O’Rourke, (twin of Colleen, who we met in Waiting on You) she begins with Connor getting his proposal of marriage denied rather bluntly. To say that Jessica Dunn is not a likeable heroine in that first chapter is an understatement—she utterly shatters the hero, Connor. At this point, I paused in my reading (an accomplishment, as I gobble down Higgins’ books like they’re candy) and wondered… how is she going to do it? How is she going to make me like this woman who walked coldly away from a man who clearly loves her so very much?

She manages this with a shockingly pleasing combination of flashbacks and flash forwards, a technique I’m not usually fond of, but it really works in this piece. Once we get a good look at the whole relationship, the line between good guy and bad guy blurs to the point of being invisible. Soon, I found myself rooting for them to work it out because, although they were human and both made their mistakes, they clearly needed one another in a way that no other would ever quite fit.

As with most of the books in the Blue Heron, (and a lot of her books, in general) the cast of secondary characters planted me comfortably back in the middle of small town life. From the familiar and beloved Holland family to the newly introduced Dunn family, each seemed like people you’d meet and known in your day-to-day life. Higgins did an especially good job with Jessica’s little brother—Davey—in presenting a realistic kid with special needs. As a parent of special needs kiddos, I can vouch for the fact they can drive you to distraction. Surviving meltdowns and so many doctor visits can leave a parent or caregiver worn down, tired, and not sure how they’re going to make it to tomorrow.

With Jessica being so young when she took on this burden, it isn’t surprising to see her have hollowed out moments when she’s not sure what to do next or if she’s mucking it all up, yet Higgins found the joyful moments, too. The fact that kids who see things in a different way share that unique view with their loved ones—tiny snippets of slowing things down and enjoying the truly little moments. The love for this sister had for her brother was heartrending and exceptionally well-written.

As to the romance? Sizzling. It is clear from very early on that Connor and Jessica share a fiery hot connection and that their friendship never took a back burner to that passion really cemented their bond for me as a reader. Connor is what we’d all like to find in a man—solid, sexy, smart, the heart of a marshmallow hidden in a gruff manly exterior, kind, and all in all just a GOOD guy. I fell madly and deeply in love with him and ugly cried when Connor said, “You’re gonna do great, sister mine.” I won’t spoil the scene as to why he said that to Colleen, but that scene… in Connor’s work kitchen?

Yeah, I bawled.

But that is the magic of a Higgins book. She’s never let me down. I laugh out loud. I bawl the kind of cleansing tears that actually make you feel better after they’re shed. I look at the whole world with a little bit of hope that maybe there is good out there.

We live in a dark and scary time, full of things that are upsetting and waken all those dark creeping thoughts in our minds and imaginations. This book, as with many of her stories, managed to bring light and a little bit of joy to me. I highly, highly recommend this book to those who like happy endings. To those who like falling in love. And to those who maybe need to be reminded that it isn’t where you come from, it is all about where you’re going and who you pick to make the trip with.

Simply said, I loved this book and I think you might, too.

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electricity

electricity

5

Great chemistry

Reviewed in the United States on March 22, 2017

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I enjoyed this book. Overall, the characters are slight tropes and I got a little exhausted with how stunningly beautiful they both were, and how frequently it was repeated that they were both just so freaking drop-dead gorgeous (why are you poor then!? go model!) that no one could resist them, but I know that it comes with the territory. Particularly, what I liked about this was the angst and the chemistry. Jess and Connor have known each other all their lives, and while she has spent most of her time protecting her disabled younger brother and her "dark," trailer-park past, he is a wealthy kid with "only" divorced-parent drama. I found Jessica to be exhausting at times, mainly because the author hadn't picked a totally convincingly debilitating disease for her younger brother, so her obsession with the brother's care felt forced. However, the drawn-out drama between Jess and Connor was truly well done. The author teases the reader with some great sex scenes and emotions, and then weaves a merry web around the characters. I genuinely understood and felt the connection between Connor and Jess, and he seemed to admire her for facets other than her beauty. And though the sick brother was an overused plot-device, it served a nice purpose of fleshing out Jessica's character and giving her strength and resilience. With smart, snappy dialogue, some nicely backboned supporting characters, and an approachable, elegant prose, this book is definitely worth your time.

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Sheila M

Sheila M

5

The Most Kindhearted and Patient Hero Ever

Reviewed in the United States on December 31, 2015

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"Connor Michael O'Rourke fell in love with Jessica Dunn when he was twelve years old. The feeling was not mutual."

FINAL DECISION: Emotional and at times heartbreaking, this is the story of a man who is willing to wait and care for the woman he loves, even when she turns from him again and again. A story that spans decades, I love how Higgins brings to life this small town with all the complexities and relationships involved and gives readers a hero that is imminently loveable.

THE STORY: Connor O'Rourke has loved Jessica Dunn for years. She never looked at him until they were adults. Then they have been involved in a secret on again off again relationship. As the book begins, Connor asks Jessica to marry him and she says no. Finally, he has had enough of her pushing him away. But the truth is that he has loved her for so long that he doesn't know how to do anything else. At the same time, Jessica begins to realize that Connor has always been there for her. What will she do if he isn't there any longer?

OPINION: When I read a Kristan Higgins book, I am always surprised by how much I like them. The plots themselves tend to be straightforward and simple, but the execution and depth that she brings to the characters, the emotions and the relationships are incredibly moving.

As readers follow the story of Connor and Jess, it seems that they are destined to be star-crossed or cursed. Over and over again, they seem to be getting close and then events tear them apart. The beauty of the story is that ulitmately, Jess has to make the decision to trust in the future and not allow them to be torn apart.

I found Jess to be a frustrating heroine because she is difficult to get close to. The daughter of alcoholic parents, she had to handle things far too young and did it far too poorly at times. In a lovely manner, the motivations behind Jess's decisions become clear. There are no excuses here, merely understanding and compassion. Being the "slut" in high school, Jess has poor self-esteem and sacrifices herself again and again for those she loves. For years, she has been the parent of her mentally challenged brother in a relationship that is filled with love and guilt and selfish need. HIggins has thoughtfully set out this complex relationship. There are no simple answers here and that is what makes it great.

In compensation for the difficult heroine, Higgins has given readers one of the most adorable heroes ever. Kindhearted and caring, Connor has always been there for Jess -- even when she rejected him. He deeply cares for those around him and is incredibly patient with Jess. Friend, lover, companion -- Connor is willing to be whatever Jess will allow him to be in her life. Thankfully, Higgins has given Connor a complicated and difficult relationship with his father who has a new family of his own. This keeps Connor from being too perfect and also his neglectful father is part of the motivation for Connor being so dedicated to others.

This book spans decades and there is no single moment when things become perfect for these two. Instead, this book is about working through problems, believing in one another and taking the leap of faith even when things go wrong again and again.

WORTH MENTIONING: Fans of the series will enjoy the small updates on the locals including the couples from the previous books in the series.

CONNECTED BOOKS: ANYTHING FOR YOU is the fifth book in the Blue Heron series. Although this book is connected with the other books in the series, it can be read as a standalone as everything you need to know is in this book.

STAR RATING: I give this book 4.5 stars.

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nancy l

5

Know your location

Reviewed in the United States on August 30, 2022

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I recently ‘discovered’ Higgins while looking for a book with a setting at a beach- and fell in love with her witty and charming way of telling a story. After the first read I went searching for my next Higgins book and found the Blue Heron Series— and fell more in love with her style of writing. I give five out of five stars for her writing style, her continuity of the family storyline. You will not be disappointed with any of the books in the series. We cant wait to read more Kristan Higgins books!

I do feel the need to be a little nit picky, though. We know the area of Keuka Lake and the Finger Lakes. I live less than 45 minutes from the town Manningsport is based on - at the end of the lake. The Finger Lakes are not in Western New York. They are their own area- The Finger Lakes Region. Keuka Lake is in fact the Crooked Lake- but I don't often hear it addressed as that as a name- just a description. Also, other lakes are not called Lake Canandaigua (as it was addressed in one of the books). All have lake at the end of their names. It was nice to read familiar names of nearby towns like Geneva and Corning. Please note the Finger Lakes are closer to Rochester and Syracuse than to Buffalo. New York City is a good four to five hours away…

Many won’t understand why I felt it necessary to bring these points up. I guess I am so excited to have the area promoted in the literary world and hope the portrayal of Finger Lakes Wine Country makes readers want to visit. There’s lots to do in the area and other great parts of New York State.

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